WOOOHOOOO!!!! Australia rocks!!! It's so pretty here!!!! I'm staying at James Cook University and skewl's out on winter break....too bad....but there are still some people here and the male to female ratio is outstanding....YES!!! hehe....hope everyone's having a great summer so far!!! cheers!!

i am very angry right now.  It is the day before my MCATs and i come back to my apt to wat??? find that my laptop has been stolen.  Yes...u think it'll never happen to u but it did.....it did happen to me and when does this happen?? right around the time of finals and research papers are due...i have two huge research papers due in a couple of days and i have to start both of them all over!!! it was hard enough writing them the first time....now i gotta do it again....i asked for extensions but we'll see if i get them....it was no one's fault since our door was locked.....since one of my roommates lost her keys we think someone found them and used them....it wouldn't take them very long to try each door and get to ours since we live on the fourth floor and students rooms start on the third floor....but that is not the point....the point is....i am VERY ANGRY....with who?? well i guess with myself for not locking my bedroom door....which i never lock anyways....but with GOD!!! i knoe that it is wrong to be angry with him but i can't help it.....why does this have to happen to me now???? y the day before my MCATs?? y did i have to find it gone a couple of hours before i'm supposed to pack and go all the way to fucking macon, georgia to stay at a hotel for the night just so i won't have get driven 2 fucking hours at the asscrack juss to take a fucking test....y did i have to find it missing 5 days before my two huge research papers are due.....y did i have to find it missing a week before finals start?? why now??? fine...you wanted to teach me a lesson....fine...you wanted me to realize that i need you and that i have been a bad christian this year....fine....blah blah blah blah.....i don't really give a fuck...wat i do want to know is why now?? y before the most important test of my life and why before the school year is almost ending.....you know what.....i don't care about why anymore....all i knoe is that I FUCKING HATE YOU RIGHT NOW!!!

edit: i really think that GOD doesn't want me to be a doctor.  I think he did almost everything in his goddamn power to either prevent me from taking the MCATs or doing well.....let me tell you about my weekend....first of all....we got to fucking macon at 11pm!!!! stoopid ass traffic!! i wanted to go to sleep at 11pm!!! but i couldn't because i had to go shopping for my lunch and water bottles....so i got back to the hotel around 11:45pm and then took a shower so....the point?? i got to sleep late....and then...my friends's car suddenly wants to go crazy so the horn blasts everytime she turns on the ignition and doesn't stop so we had to take it in to get fixed....so we left the shop at like 8am...and then....the directions were shit so we got lost trying to maneuver around mercer university.....so i got to the place at 8:25am!!!! I was fucking 25 minutes late for my MCATs!!! 25 FUCKING MINUTES LATE!!!!  I was so glad they let me take it....but i literally got there handed in my shit and other stuff.....sat down and took the test.....no time to breathe and calm myself at all.....but seriously....I AM PISSED!!!! WAT THE FUCK!!!! ARGH!!!!!!